200 The Light That Failed “IT think not, dear. It would be kindest not to see me any more, please. I don’t want to seem rude, but — don’t you think — perhaps you had almost better go now.” He was conscious that he could not bear himself as a man if the strain continued much longer. “I don’t deserve anything else. I’ll go, Dick. Oh, I’m so miserable.” “Nonsense. You’ve nothing to worry about; I'd tell you if you had. Wait a moment, dear. I’ve got something to give you first. I meant it for you ever since this little trouble began. It’s my Melancholia; she was a beauty when J last saw her. You can keep her for me, and if ever you’re poor you can sell her. She’s worth a few hundreds at any state of the market.” He groped among his canvases. “She’s framed in black. Is this a black frame that I have my hand on? There she is. What do you think of her?” He turned a scarred formless muddle of paint towards Maisie, and the eyes strained as though they would catch her wonder and surprise. One thing and one thing only could she do for him. “Well?” The voice was fuller and more rounded, because the man knew he was speaking of his best work. Maisie looked at the blur, and a lunatic desire to laugh caught her by the throat. But for Dick’s sake — whatever this mad blankness might mean — she must make no sign. Her voice choked with hard-held tears as she answered, still gazing at the wreck — “Oh, Dick, it zs good!” He heard the little hysterical gulp and took it for tribute. “Won’t you have it, then? I'll send it over to your house if you will.” “I? Oh yes — thank you. Ha! ha!” If she did not fly at once the laughter that was worse than tears would